Chapter 91: But I Really Miss You
Su Moyu walked back to the dorm, swaying a little. The dizziness in her head wouldn’t go away…
When people get sick, they tend to overthink. And Su Moyu was also on her period.
For some reason, she couldn’t accept the fact that she had worn herself out.
At that moment, she felt a bit useless…
Maybe it was because she woke up too early, and the weather was cold, but she still went straight into the kitchen.
And somehow, she ended up catching a cold.
She touched the back of her hand and suddenly felt a sense of guilt.
She didn’t even get to work today. She still couldn’t help Bai Shuchuan at all.
She walked unsteadily back to the dorm.
She was the one who volunteered to cook porridge in the morning, and she was also the one who got sick and couldn’t do anything.
She felt very tired inside, like she worked so hard but still didn’t do anything well.
She pushed open the dorm door and could already hear Zhou Ya laughing from inside.
“Susu, you look really pale,” Qu Xintong said as soon as she saw her.
“I think I caught a cold,” Su Moyu replied tiredly.
“I have some cold medicine,” Yan Hanyue said, opening her drawer and taking it out.
Su Moyu forced a small smile. “Thank you.”
Just as she reached out to take it, Yan Hanyue pulled her hand back.
“Forget it, just sit and rest. Since you helped me buy medicine last time, I’ll boil water and prepare it for you,” she said, even giving Su Moyu a playful wink.
Even though Su Moyu had already accepted being a girl, Yan Hanyue was still a very pretty girl, and Su Moyu couldn’t help but feel a little flustered.
When Yan Hanyue walked away, a light jasmine scent followed her.
But Su Moyu’s nose was a bit blocked…
“You caught a cold?” Zhou Ya asked with concern. “The weather is cold lately, wear more clothes.”
“Okay…” Su Moyu said softly.
Zhou Ya gently patted her head.
“Take good care of yourself.”
Her voice was very gentle, and suddenly Su Moyu felt her nose sting, like she was about to cry.
“Mm,” she replied softly and turned to climb onto her bed.
Her vision was starting to blur. She didn’t even know why such a simple caring sentence made her emotions so unstable.
She got back into bed, and the strong feelings in her heart slowly calmed down.
But the warmth at the corner of her eyes still came out. She quickly wiped her tears.
At that moment, the dorm door opened. Yan Hanyue came back with hot water.
“Susu baby~ come down and take your medicine,” Yan Hanyue called gently.
Su Moyu sat up quickly and wiped her face in a panic.
“Why are you talking like you’re comforting a child…” she said in a hoarse voice as she climbed down.
“I thought you were hiding in bed to avoid taking medicine,” Yan Hanyue said, handing her the cup.
“Hehe…” Su Moyu smiled awkwardly, took the cup, and sat on the chair to drink the medicine.
“There’s a lecture tomorrow afternoon. Susu, did you sign up?” Qu Xintong reminded her.
Su Moyu frowned and suddenly remembered about needing credits.
“Not yet…” she said, taking another sip of the medicine.
“Then hurry, the spots are almost full,” Qu Xintong said.
Su Moyu felt really touched.
Back when she lived in the boys’ dorm, Li Bowen and Qiu He never included her when they signed up for credit activities. They would secretly register and go without telling her.
That’s really too much… almost unforgivable.
It’s still not as thoughtful as the people here. Qu Xin Tong even reminded her to sign up for the lecture.
Even though Su Moyu felt very uncomfortable now and didn’t really want to deal with small things like this, she still took out her phone and signed up for the event. After finishing her cold medicine, she lay back on the bed.
The school bed was not as soft as the one at home. Lying on it made her body feel sore.
Her head felt heavy and dizzy…
Su Moyu felt a wave of cold spread through her body. Her hands and feet were ice cold.
She pulled the blanket over herself and curled up because of the cold.
So cold…
She shivered. Her long hair was messy and brushed against her face, making her cheeks feel itchy.
The dorm became quiet.
Feeling the soft pillow against her cheek, Su Moyu suddenly felt empty inside.
She hadn’t stayed in a girls’ dorm for long, so the place still felt unfamiliar to her.
Maybe it was because she hadn’t fully gotten used to living with her roommates…
When she was sick and uncomfortable, she was the kind of person who missed home more.
She suddenly missed the warm and safe feeling of being held in Bai Shuchuan’s arms.
She pulled the blanket tighter around herself, but it still didn’t feel the same as being held.
She sneezed and felt her nose completely blocked.
She kind of missed him.
So childish…
Su Moyu said to herself in her heart.
But Bai Shuchuan was still working now. She couldn’t just ask him to come and keep her company.
After thinking for a long time, she still picked up her phone and opened the chat with Bai Shuchuan.
“I have a bit of a fever.”
He didn’t reply.
He must be busy.
Just as she thought that, her phone suddenly vibrated. Her heart skipped a beat. She saw his reply.
“Then get some good rest.”
“Mm…” she replied softly.
“Did you take medicine?” he asked.
She could almost imagine his gentle voice, and her heart suddenly felt a little sour, but also a little sweet.
“I just took it. I’m lying in bed resting now.”
“Okay. Maybe you caught a cold this morning.” He even sent a cute sticker of a cat being patted on the head.
Su Moyu frowned. It was probably the first time she had seen him use such a cute sticker.
She suddenly wanted to act a little spoiled again…
“Are you in the dorm now?”
“Yeah.”
“Do you want me to come back and stay with you?” Bai Shuchuan asked. “I can take leave and come back.”
“No need.”
She quickly typed the reply, but her finger paused on the send button. After a few seconds, she finally pressed it.
“But I really miss you.”
After sending the message, Su Moyu felt a bit embarrassed.
Maybe it was a little childish…
She really wanted him to come back and take care of her… but she felt shy to say it directly.
She really was hard to understand.
She muttered to herself in her heart.